“Inseparable ♥ ”

July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011

I watched the notebook again today. Oh how this movie brings back so many memories.

This movie gets to me every time. It's amazing how strong two people's love can be for each other.

My Dearest Allie,
I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever.

I love you. I'll be seeing you,
Noah

Name: Nicole
Date: Wednesday 5th 2011f January 2011 02:52:46 PM
Colorgenics Number: 1/3/5/2/4/6/0/7/

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You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.

You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are.

You are a dreamer and you seek perfection in any relationship that you may establish. Some of your ideas and standards are over the top so it may be a good idea to review your perception of life and accept people for what they are - not for what you would like them to be.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

I miss having you around. I miss your hugs, your kisses. I miss riding in the passenger seat with you. I miss our stupid fights. I miss your dickhead-ness. I miss your monotone voice. I miss talking to you. I miss our random adventures to maccas or kfc. I miss every single thing. I miss you, you and only you.

On new years eve countdown after all the cheering, laughing, saying happy new years to everyone I froze for that very one moment and I thought of you. It felt like the world just I stoppped for a second and I just thought of you because exactly a year ago I was with you celebrating new years together. The following night I was also tipsy just laying on the driveway starring up at the sky, thinking about 2010, and all the memories and things I went through. Tears rolled down my eyes, I bawled my eyes out because I realised every happy good bad memory was with you. I spent a year with you, 2010 was OUR year.

Sometimes I lay here in bed every night and wonder what your doing. I wonder if you ever think of me. If you miss me. If you still wish I was in your life. If you still think of me ...

If you still feel the same way I do ...

I wish you were here, atleast still in my life ...