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I havn't really posted anything in a while cause i havn't been in the mood. I really dont feel like anything now either... sooo the picture's can speak for themselves - Judys 18th birthday partyyy woooo - 22.08.09 what a great way to celebrate the end of trials, yet the start of hsc :'(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABEE ! LOVE YOU LOTSS xx
and omggg, school tommrowwww =O











OMFG I DROVE FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER YESTERDAY NIGHTTT AND I GOT THE HANG OF DRIVING MANUAL SORTA TOO! LOL (sadly enough i don't even have my L's) but woooo lol. If your reading david vtec .. thankyouu for teaching me how to drive manual and choking me at the park and attempting to wrestle and tickle me and threatenning to kick me in the face and all that abusive shit you have in planned to do to me lol, much love my dear friend (L) though besides all the times you hurt me physically (YES IT DID HURT, AND I WASNT FAKING THE PAIN ASSHOLE LOL) had a good night with you :)

harharhar, yesterday was such a lovely day to end my trial exams with 2U maths :) I didn't sleep til 4am :( I missed out on probaly heaps of questions, but i attempted all the ones i could do ... but yeah, lets hope i do good :'( *fingers crossed*

The weathers been so beautiful lately ...too bad my emotions dont relect on it :( Feels asif a way of keeping things off my mind is going out and just doing other shit and not thinking about the situation; but then it hurts even more knowing im trying to erase something that was once good in my life, that i really dont want to forget, but in the end for my own good i know i have too, sigh... Still preety much hurts alot when i think about it, even though i act like it doesn't hurt me. I even broke down for like 10 minutes of my maths exam and started crying - soft cock much? oh well ... time will only heal my pain :) Just gotta keep my head up high and stay strong i guess ...

Well what are my plans for today? not sure actually. Most likely, sleep sleep sleep :D !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND BEFORE I FORGET, I WOULD JUST LIKE TO POINT OUT ... I CANT WAIT FOR JUDY'S 18th THIS SATT WOOOOOO ! (H) and also, i dyed my hair AGAIN today (omg so much of my hair fell out, gonna go bald soon) and it turned out a chocolate brown colour, yay :) i think it looks alright.

Anyways, sleepppp time byee xox

I got a exam in 8 hours wooooo wooo i can't wait...not! zzz i seriously need god damn fucking coffee arghhh im like literally going crazy coz my mum hid all the coffee from me! :@ NOOOOO and i really just need it to chuck this all nighter one last time for my last exams :( *fingers crossed* it'll magically appear somewhere LOL

anyways, somebody by the name "cjrostoma" tagged my tag box mentioning what to wear this saturday.. im guessing it was someone by the name of christina with fat fingers lol... since j is next to the h, and o is next to the i and m is next to the n (haha love you babes) and yes, OMGG WHAT TO WEARRRR !!!!! hrmm, i'll probaly end up pulling something out of my ass like always :)and i can't waittt :D it's gonna be a awesome night, im very very pumped :) get to share another night with my lovely ladies drinking and grinding the night away lol

anyways, following my medical illness with the coffee, and since mum hid all of it, i decided to drink milk tea as a substitute (sigh). so heres the scenario, im sitting there in my room sipping a nice cup of milk tea and then mum comes in and backhands me in the head ... WHY I MUST ASK, because she thought i was drinking coffee when really it was milk tea LOLOL, FAIL MUCH! well, back to my epic adventure in search for coffee somewhere around the house and then study, ciaoooo friends :D

Yess, i updated my blog and added a tagboard since natasha was saying about how i have the same layout as her friends one and i need to update LOL. well yes, i turned to ms queen of blogging for help with html stuff and how to put up a youtube clip lol, much love natasha babes ♥

Anyways, don't you hate it when someone suggest something, and your up for it, and then suddenly when a change of plans happen they totally go against what they said and make it seem like it was your idea ...grr oh well, s'all good (Y)

WOOOW WOOOW, today was filled with so many mixed emotions !! the first hours of waking up was a complete shit hole, heartbreaking and tears as usual and i stayed home from exams again cause of something bad that i don't want to get into happened. The next few hours was just a complete blur, good news i guess but because it was such a relief, i totally literally just cried my heart out and was totally speechless - happy tears i'd say. And then the last few hours after that til now was just awesomee, i could have not felt better in 5 days :)

But yes, still the stress of my last two exams on monday! ENGLISH PART 2 AND 2U MATHS ARGHHHH! well my maths technically should have been on thursday, but due to my "medical illness" says the doctor, i havnt been school ... soo that means i get a 3 day advantage, which i really shouldn't abuse lol. OKAY WELL, I MUST STUDY HARDCORE TOMMROW :D soo that me and phi can have our little planned outting day on tuesday, celebrating the end of trials and then later on in the afternoon, a night out with dear friend david :)

I've been totally obsessed with this song for the past 5 days! the lyrics are so beautifull and makes me really sad when i think about tony :( well, listen listen listen!(once again, thankyou natasha for showing me how to put this clip on:D)



Yayy i just witnessed my first meteor shower like 2 hours ago lol :D It took me a while too kinda see the gold specks flying through the sky since it was like dark and i can't see jack at night :( but it was very very preety! I didn't stay outside for long though, coz i was a little bitch and got scared of ghosts so i ran back into the house haha then andrew told me he saw three shooting stars and made three wishes soooo i ended up sitting outside my backyard at like 1am staring up at the sky for another 10 minutes or soo ... i did see a shooting star and i did make a wish, fingers crossed that it comes true :)

Okay, i would like to bring up that i think i might have caffiene intoxication :( ive been really sick for the past 3 days and been experiencing all the symptoms which is definetly not good. I've only had 6 hours of sleep in 3 days, and ive consumed about 16 cups of coffee, AHHHHHH and just overall stress with the trials and some personal problems have really been getting to me, sigh. It's not very healthy, and i wouldn't say im the happiest girl alive right now ... well, i'm not going to my maths exam today coz gotta stay home and go doctors and even though i should be sleeeping to get some rest, but i cant the coffee's full keeping me awake :'( FMLLL

anyways, on the phone threewaying with gordon and thai, and gordons being a sooky kient and telling me off for not concentrating on what his saying saying lol, sooo ciaoooo :D

WOO WOO WOOO its 3:35am and thinking i would be in bed like normal people i'm still up, sitting here like some lifeless hsc freak cramming fucking 4 topics of biology ... GREAT! (i guess i kinda deserve it for leaving it til the last minute lol ==") Well i had my first trials exam yesterday, and im preety much very happy with how i went :D ... wait well i dont know. Art's one of my strongest subjects, so im hoping (yn). But yeah, dont you just hate it when your so sure you aced a test, and when you get the results its like the complete opposite of what you expected, FAIL MUCH ? haha

But yeh, i got a biology exam in 4 hours and i know, crazy hey? but i most definitly would not fall alseep even if i tried ... since 7pm yesterday til now i've consumed a total of 8 cups of coffeee wooo and i havn't felt this alive ever :D

haha my mum just came in my room and gave me a apple to eat and a fish oil tablet ... i swear mums gonna like overdose me on it soon. Well, she then started talking to me and prasing how im such a good girl now with all the studying hehe and then started talking about me and boysss, which we havn't talked about in a while ... AND HOPING SHE WOULDN'T MENTION IT (WHICH I KNEW SHE WOULD ANYWAYS), she brings up her lover boy, my ex henry LOLOLOL , geez mum why dont you just go out with him :L

hey and she just came back and gave me dimsims that she steamed for me =D
anyways, im going to eat and then back to studyyy xO

I THINK THAT LOVE SHOULD GO AND JUMP OFF A CLIFF AND DIE :@

THE END .

anywhoo on the other hand, to lighten up the mood heres a picture of me in a gorilla suit :D



So ever had one of those shit days where everything just kinda pisses you off ? Well Yeah, im preety much having one of those days today and my god, how fucking annoying can the people around you get when your in this situation? and what makes it even more worse, is that its preety shit for a person who already has major anger problems ... yeah thats me :L

Im seriously so angry right now, probaly angry enough to smash a car window - LUL i still remember the last time i felt asif i could smash a car window, it was when i was in a carpark arguing with my ex edward not long ago, probaly like 3 weeks ago ... though as much as i wish i did, it didn't happen, i kicked a car instead lmfao, im such a douche bag haha.

Theres so much crazy shit ive done that have been so un-lady like and that usually involve a ex. Hrmmm, the top two worse things that i've ever done is probaly throw a table across the room because a ex broke up with me (lul i got told off from mum hard for that) and two, i threw a photo frame at my wall when my mum pissed me off (and i got told off hard for this too) haha - and then i felt like the biggest loser coz i had to sweep the glass up afterwards xO

But yeah, cut to the chase, these anger problems are seriously creating major problems for me; its affecting my studies, friendship, family life and relationship with the boyfriend. I get pissed off at the silliest things. It's probaly because i used to be such a quiet kid before and used to always bottle myself up, that now i just got sick of being pushed around and letting the people around me do whatever shit they want that pisses me off .

My mum's considering anger management counselling for me when im older ...

Okay, so in reply to my last post, andrew just read it and told me that it's not the first day of spring, therefore now i just feel like the biggest studpidest dipshit loser in the world :( nearly 12 years of schooling, and i dont know that Spring begins in September lul

,# tell`em.junky says (7:02 PM):
*lets see wats on nicoles blog today
*rage-o-holic
*nicole
*its not the first day of spring
*september is spring
,# tell`em.junky says (7:03 PM):
*sep oct nov is spring
*dec jan and feb is summer
*mar apr may is autumn
*june july august
*is winter
*LOL

nicole nguyen MY HAND HURTS, seriously gotta lay off the walls :( - {STUDYING} says (7:03 PM):
*HUH
*WHAT
*SERIOUS
*NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

,# tell`em.junky says (7:05 PM):
*nah
*why u think its
*1st of sep
*is calld
*spring cleaning
*first day of spring
*and why is september the month of birth
*:L
*all da animals wake up from thier hibernation
*and get jiggy
*:L

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